I turned five in 1977, which I
think most people in my American generation—and perhaps much of the world—will
consider a year the planet changed. The
first movie I, and I am sure many, ever went to a theater to see was Star
Wars. Of course it made me the geek I
still am to this very day, but there was an element there seeded in my young
brain I did not realize for years. The
Subversive Princess.
Let me set the stage a little
more. I was living in very rural
Arizona, and to be fair my parents, both, were some pretty tough people. Around that time while moving hay, my Mom
accidently put two tines of a pitchfork through her boot and foot, and then
drove herself to the clinic 30 miles away because my Dad was busy. My Dad would shoot rattlesnakes from the porch
(sometimes while my Mom was maneuvering away from the snake, literally having
to leap from the path of the buckshot) to protect the animals, and we didn’t
have a working toilet. This was before
the days of VCRs or widespread cable television, so entertainment was whatever
came on the broadcast network, or the (and I am so thankful for this) books
that littered the small trailer broiling in the Arizona sun. My Dad introduced me to Sci Fi very young
(Bradbury, Burroughs, Clarke, Asimov, Heinlein) and when Star Wars came out, we
made that same 30 mile journey to take the movie in one fine afternoon that, as
will be pretty obvious if you scan through my Tumblr, forever molded my young
psyche.
So, I, and I have no doubt at
least 98.5 percent of my generation, fell in love with a certain Princess. At that point in history, we’d all been
programmed by Disney to love Princesses, usually ones who were seeking their
Prince Charming, or waiting to be rescued from their dark towers, guarded by
Dark Knights or dragons. Indeed, in this
story our Princess was in a fortified citadel guarded by a laser sword wielding
menace who served as both dark knight AND dragon. But, what slipped past me at age five, yet burrowed
into my subconscious, was the fact that this Princess looked the dragon in the
eyes and did not flinch. That this
Princess rescued her rescuers. That this
Princess stood firm and resolute watching her entire kingdom vaporized.
And when I got a toy of that
Princess, she came not with a hairbrush (though I guess they did that with a
larger figure), but rather a pistol. And
I found when I would play with those toys collectively, she had that pistol,
and would make short work of my poor Stormtroopers, who like their movie
counterparts, pretty much existed to be targets for the heroes.
As the movies came out in
succession, I was growing up a bit. By
the time The Empire Strikes Back came out, (and I had shifted to a slightly
less remote Arizona town) I was buying Topps trading cards, meticulously
organized…but any card with the Princess in a separate section, and the “A
Brave Princess” card in my pocket more often than not. But again, here’s the Princess, now in a
military uniform, and having to be forcefully evacuated from a full assault by
that dragon Darth Vader. Who, when
captured through betrayal, takes advantage of the first opportunity, grabs a
rifle, kills some more (poor) Stormtroopers, and rushes into battle to free one
of the male heroes. Here again, the
subversive Princess was taking what society wanted me to believe about girls,
and was turning it on its head.
Then came 1983, and another
trope came to play with the Princess.
After threatening to kill about a hundred aliens with a grenade to
rescue the Damoiseau in Distress, she is indeed captured, and forced into an
outfit bearing a great resemblance to many years of descriptions of another
Princess, one of Mars, as described by the aforementioned Burroughs.
I will not dissemble here, the
sight of my Dear Princess in this now infamous outfit when I was 11 was
certainly welcome. I spent many years
idolizing the “Steel Bikini” as so many of us did. What was planted by the subversive Princess
in my brain though was that though forced into this humiliation, vengeance was
to be hers.
Along with hip and leg, burned
into my mind as well was a woman strangling an oppressor with the very chains
in which he would hold her. Think about
how visceral the death scene is for vile space gangster Jabba the Hutt. Again, not rescued by her freed beau, or the
up and coming space knight who was at the time outside laser swording the hell
out of a hundred minions, the Princess takes it upon herself to turn the
instrument of her slavery into a weapon to slay her oppressor. Later, on the planet Endor when their position
is about to be revealed by more white armored minions, now on flying
motorcycles, with no hesitation she leaps on to one of the speeding vehicles,
the farmboy turned space knight clinging on behind her for dear life.
So, in those three movies between
1977 and 1983, the seeds were planted for a generation of men who would realize
they liked it better when the Princess saved herself, and a generation of women
who were shown that you didn’t have to wait for a hero to come along, and even
when down, threatened, or captive, could find weapons with which to fight back,
even when all that was available was a sharp tongue to remark upon a villain’s
“foul stench.”
No, not all men have gotten the
message, and many will still watch for the steel bikini more intrigued by the
Slave than the Huttslayer (and I still cannot dissemble; that Princess had a
great influence on my discerning what words like “pretty,” “lovely,” and “sexy”
meant). But more often now we see those
types of characters—and men whose masculinity is apparently offended will
complain—and I think we can lay so much of the fact those characters may be
found in our popular fiction at the feet of The Subversive Princess fighting
the Star Wars. The fight for
representation is not yet won, but the seed still grows.
There is in any character a
piece of the actor who portrays them. It
was later as the subversive message of strength in the Princess grew in my head
I began to more and more realize that Carrie Fisher contributed so much more
than society wanted me to see to that character. Wit, humor, acerbic intolerance of
foolishness; Carrie Fisher in real life broke through expectations by being the
pretty showbiz daughter who also became a renowned novelist, fixed many men’s
scripts when they had written an inferior screenplay, and would not hesitate to
share her wins and losses in a battle against mental illness- that thing no one
talks about, hush now. Perhaps most
subversive about The Subversive Princess is that she was real in a very real
way, and she swaggered and cursed and carried around a French bulldog, and to
HELL with how you think she should behave or talk or have imposed on her by
Hollywood, Society, Directors, or Fans.
All of that was brought home for
me in September of 2015 when I got to meet her, ever so briefly, as she walked
the floor of a Comic Convention in Portland, Oregon where my artistic partner
and I were hawking our wares. She was
witty and smart and beautiful and more than a little eccentric, and I wished
there was some way I could have gone back to share the experience with the
10-year-old who carried the trading card.
I would also though have to
share that she is now gone, and for better or for worse immortalized as The
Subversive Princess who left her mark on so many, even those who have not yet
gotten the message. There are many
things, good and bad, Carrie Fisher was in her life, and many of those things
left behind are remarkable (my God, her prose is sublime); but I will always
first think of her as the Huttslayer, Royalty with a Rifle, The Subversive
Princess.
And I am a better man today for it.